Saturday, February 16, 2008

Ages upon ages ago...

I once wrote in this blog...
I had forgotten about it until I was reading Chris's blog...and then I read Sarahlynn's. And it made me miss this blog. Because it is sooooooo much better than myspace blogs. I will probably still do some on myspace but also write some on here. :)

It is pretty late right now. But I can't sleep. I am just not sleepy. A perfect time to write.

I have been stressed out lately. There are a lot of decisions to be made in my life, and they are fairly serious ones to.

Should I stay here in Wenatchee and drain away my college fund OR return to Omak until the fall and still go to college there but save money?
And what should I do in the fall?

Okay now that I write them down there aren't that many. But they are serious ones...ones that I need to come up with answers on fairly soon.

And this would be easier if I felt like I could just go on common sense. But I really want God to be in these decisions. I want Him to show me His will in these choices. And I know from past experience that God doesn't always do what makes sense. He wants to grow us and mold us, and sometimes trying circumstances and problems are the means He uses in our lives. I want Him to grow me and mold me into His image also.

So I have been praying a lot. And trying to trust Him. And most of all trying not to get stressed out over it.

We'll see how it goes. And if anybody reads this and feels the desire to pray for me, I would much appreciate it. :)